I’m sitting here listening to T.D. Jakes and I find myself somewhat convicted…..
I don’t generally do anything with my time anymore. I always think about doing something, but I don’t make it there.
I’m ashamed of myself.
I’m ashamed because there is a lot of potential in me, but I do nothing.
Take blogging for example: nothing stops me from turning on the computer and banging out a (semi-interesting) blog of what I am thinking. I even think some of the people who subscribe to my blog even read the blogs. Why don’t I blog then?
In a word: laziness…..
I am ashamed. I suppose I could say I need motivation, but that’s just an excuse.
I want a life that produces something. I want to know how to get it.
I am ashamed of myself. I want it, but make no moves to get it.
I want no longer to make excuses.
I am ashamed and I want to do better.
I am going try to do better.
The only real thing I can say right now is this: it’s all my fault and I will make no excuses.